||[Mar. 18th, 2005|06:03 am]
set myself up for the greatest fall of all time..
*~*LAST TIME YOU...*~*|
Smiled?: It's been a few days..
Cried?: Couple hours ago.
Watched your favorite movie?: Too long.
Had a nightmare?: Today.
Last book you read: Dry by Augusten Burroughs
Last thing you had to drink: water.
Last time you showered: Couple hours ago.
Last thing you ate: a piece of pizza about 12 hours.
Smoke?: Like a chimney.
Do drugs?: Nope.
Sleep with stuffed animals?: Yes, and dogs.
Have a dream that keeps coming back?: Yes.
Play an instrument?: I'm not talented, nor do I have patience.
Believe there's life on other planets?: Sometimes.
Remember your first love?: Yeah.
Read the newspaper?: Sometimes, usually only the classifieds.
Have any gay or lesbian friends?: Yep.
Believe in miracles?: Sure, I'd like one right about now.
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: Not for me.
Consider love a mistake?: In some manners.
Like the taste of alcohol?: I don't drink. It's trouble.
Have a favorite candy? : Sure.
Have any secrets?: Yes, a lot.
Have a crush?: Nope.
Have any pets?: Yeah - Nels, Neglected Tucker (our mutt), Eeyore (Cocker), and Lucky (Pitbull).
*~*HAVE YOU EVER...*~*
Kissed your cousin?: Yes.
Ran away?: Yes, I was just about to do so.
Pictured your crush naked?: ..
Actually seen your crush naked?: ..
Broken someone's heart?: Yes, all the time.
Been in love?: Yes, all the time. I fall in love w/ everyone I see.
Cried when someone died?: Yes, many.
Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have?: Isn't that just life?
Broken a bone?: Yeah, my wrist & leg.
Lied?: Yes. I'm a horrible person, but a wonderful liar. You'd be surprised.
Coke or pepsi? Water.
Girls or guys? Both have their pros and cons. Overall, I'd say neither though. I hate people in general.
Flowers or Candy? Flowers.
Quiet or Loud? Quiet. Although, right now - it's tooo quiet.
Blondes or Brunettes? *Shrug* Either, I guess.
Tall or Short? Not Kathy short, but not as tall as I am either.
Shorts or pants? Pants around here, it's cold.
*~*WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX...*~*
What do you notice first? Personality, eyes.
Last person you slow danced with? Nels.
*~*THE LAST TIME YOU...*~*
Had sex? About a week or so ago.
Had a great time with the opposite sex? Few days ago.
*~*DO YOU EVER...*~*
Sit by the phone and wait for someone to call? My life story. No one ever does though.
Save AIM conversations? No.
Save emails? Yeah, who doesn't?
Wish you were somebody else? No, I'd just like to disappear.
Romantic Memory? Pass.
Most recent advice given to you? No one will give me advice anymore - they think I'll just figure it out for myself, which I'm doing a shitty job at.
Ever been so drunk you threw up? Yeah, but not for a long while now.
Missed school because it was raining? No.
Put a body part on fire for amusement? No, just socks and jeans.
Been hurt emotionally? All the time.
Kept a secret from everyone? Yes.
Had an imaginary friend? Yes, Pete & His puppy.
Cried during a Movie? Yes.
Had a crush on a teacher? No.
Ever thought an animated character was hot? No.
Had a New Kids on the Block tape? Never.
Been on stage? No.
Cut your own hair? Yes.
~*~*~*~* Favorites *~*~*~*~
Shampoo? Pantiene Pro-V or Dove.
TV Show? It used to be anything on the history channel, then comedy central, then the court channel - now it's anything on animal planet, too.
Store? Best Buy, Office Max, Target..
Lace or satin? I don't know.
Cartoon Character? Eeyore.
Favorite food? I'm a garbage disposal, I'll eat almost anything.
Commercial? Geico ones.
Movie? Fight Club, still.
Non-alcoholic drink? Water.
Alcoholic drink? -
>~*~*~*~* RIGHT NOW *~*~*~*<
Wearing? Wifebeater & new pear of Paris Blues.
Hair is? Up.
Feeling: Lonely, confused, hurt..etc.
Eating: Smoking cigarettes.
Thinking about? Running away if I had somewhere to go.
Listening to? "Title & Registration" by Death Cab For Cutie over and over and over.. etc.
Talking to? Myself and my dog.
~*~*~*~* IN THE LAST 24 HRS *~*~*~*~
Worn a skirt? No.
Met someone new? No.
Cleaned your room? I'm..unpacking, I don't know if you'd consider that cleaning though.
Done laundry? No, going to soon. It's "quiet hours" now though.
Drove a car? Nope.
~*~*~*~* DO YOU BELIEVE IN *~*~*~*~
Yourself? Most of the time, no.
Your friends? I don't have friends.
Santa Claus? No.
Tooth fairy? No.
Destiny/fate? Not much anymore.
~*~*~*~* FRIENDS, FAMILY AND LIFE *~*~*~*~
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? Kinda-sorta.
Do you love anyone? Yes, everyone.
Who's the loudest? Jeri.
Who's the shyest? Me.
Who's the weirdest? All of them.
Who do you go to for advice? No one. I said I don't get advice.
When have you cried the most? Last night/today.
What's the best feeling in the world? Making someone smile.
Worst feeling? How I'm feeling right about now, worthless, lost, confused, disappointed, and not to mention - all alone.